happy thought

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blog gw apa kabar ya? udah lama banget ga isi nih weblog wuehehehehe

Well, it's time for me to catch up things from now!

Maybe, i'm not that tough! Maybe i can't stand up with my feet by self. Maybe, i'm just a kid that used to play with a doll in my barbie's house. It's kind of sad that when i think that kind of way, no one around me. The Cocky mind, has been took control all of my pride. But, i think by crying not sound too cocky right? In fact i think it's kind of a Loser.

Sometimes, ask my self: WHY? and that many times i ask, that many times also i don't WHY. I hate being in this kind of situation. Feeling lonely but theres a lot of people sorround me, it happens a lot! But still, can't help it!

Sometime, i hate being this kind type of person. Too many things that she tries to reach, too many things that she thinks, too many things that she hide, and too many things that she manipulates herself. Actually, who is she trying to kidding of?

*Inspired by the story of K_11a: Yos Sudarso Street, PKU*

for the first time, i never thought that i would feel home sick. sounds cocky, but it's true. i always trust my self, that i won't let any mellow condition would take control of my life. ok...ok...missed our own family sounds not too mellow, huh? well, it's just a rightous ^_^

gw kangen bokap, nyokap, kakak2 gw, kakak2 ipar gw, keponakan gw "mizan", dan yg baru lahir, pembokat gw mbak rah dan mbak nah, kangen rumah, kangen sm starlet biru...rasa kangen ini, menghantam gw ketika nyokap tlp ke rumah baru gw di pku. realising that when i heard my mom's voice made my tears down a little.

well, this if life, right? we made our decision and we have to deal with it! life is about cooshing, after all. oh God, i really missed my family

Hiiii....so how's  life been going lately? hehehehe mine is absolutely fantastic! =D

It's been a while since i posted some words into this blog, well actually almost 3 months i've never write something new about it! hehehehe =D Anyway, it's really good that now i'm back on track! ;D

Now i'm living outside of the city (jakarta), it's been almost 1 months since i moved to my new home town which is pekanbaru - riau. Yep, i moved to here in order to build my own family! (what a man! hehehe =p)

Anyhow, even though i have to get to used to anything that new around here, but i found that living in this new home town none like i've imagined before! it's better and i'm really thank to God to lead me into this decision (Alhamdulillah).

And for some people that might (will) read my blog, and still single (in relations not married), married life is something the best God give to me (I really said Alhamdulillah to it). All i just can say were : niat yang ikhlas, ikhtiar and tawakkal.

ps : to all my friends, i missed u guys...and see u soon! =D